I just wanted to write you a small letter and tell you some things that I find hard to say in person sometimes.
You know better than I do how imperfect I am and what a jerk I can be.
I know that we have been having a tough time lately and I feel like its getting out of control.
So, that being said, I want to tell you what I feel in my heart.
I love you.
I won’t lie when I say i don’t know where these feelings come from, but…I don’t understand a lot of things..
I am just the man….
All I know and remember is that after I had my first dream, a dream about you….There you were…..
You are the answer to the only dream I can ever remember having.
I had one dream, and you came true.
If I dream anymore, will they all come true?
I don’t see how I can dream anymore anyway now that the only dreams I have are in you.
I am living my dream when you are in my arms….
But you have seemed distracted and lonely lately, and it is tearing my soul apart!
You act like you don’t want to talk about stuff and that terrifies me!
Who else can you talk to if it isn’t me….Him!?
If you don’t tell me what’s wrong how can I fix it?
I know I got upset the other day when I saw you talking to that guy.
But you were right, as usual, that I should trust you more.
So I make a promise that I will trust you from now on. Whatever you think is best, I will do.
I’m sorry I am such an ass sometimes.
I can’t stand being apart, I feel like you are a part of me….I know it for some reason.
I can feel it in my bones….
I can’t seem to breathe when you are close to me and I can’t seem to breathe when you are not.
I only know that I need you to help me live…..
You are my air.
So….I have decided that I will go with you to the tree.
I will eat of the fruit as you ask.
Why have I changed my mind?
Because I love you Eve, and I want to know everything there is to find out about you, good OR bad.
That’s why I’m so confused now, I don’t know which you are.
Do you want me to know…Do you care?
It freaks me out how I love you so much!
It’s like we are destined to be together and that our love will be the stuff of myth and legends, but that…I could care less about.
I just….need you by my side.
You truly do make me a whole man.
You make me want to be…..a good man….a better man.
I’m sorry this letter is so sappy and trite.
You know I get embarrassed over stuff like this! LOL!
I am working up the courage to tell you face to face before I give you this note.
Meet me by your tree in the middle of the garden that you like to sit under so much.
I have an important question to ask you that will affect my life forever, and hopefully yours.
Don’t worry, its nothing bad.
Your best friend,
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7 thoughts on “First Love Letter”
Thx mucho…feeling lovey dovey today….must be spring time…
so, no two weeks’ notice?
Or maybe just once a week. I’m torn. But I get so distracted thinking about stories and what I read from others it gets overwhelming sometimes.
I’m very weird….
so what’s weird about weird. Everyone is when you peel us open. Hang in.
And the sap is rising! 🙂 x
love it the sap.