I just wanted to write you a small letter and tell you some things that I find hard to say in person sometimes.
You know better than I do how imperfect I am and what a jerk I can be.
I know that we have been having a tough time lately, getting to know each other and all and I feel like its getting out of control, like…. I don’t know, just a feeling.
So, that being said, I want to tell you what I feel in my heart.
I love you.
I don’t lie when I say I have no earthly idea where these feelings come from, but…I don’t understand a lot of things…
Like Father said, I am just a man….after all.
All I know is that after that dream I had about you….There you were…..
You are the answer to the only dream I’ve ever had…
I had one dream, and you came true.
I wonder what praying will get me?
If I dream anymore, will they all come true?
I don’t see how I can dream anymore now that the only dreams I have for tomorrow are about you.
This sounds mushy, but I gotta say it. I am living my dream when you are in my arms….
Something is bothering you…
I don't know what's wrong, but you've seemed distracted lately, and it's tearing my soul apart!
You act like you don't want to talk about stuff and that terrifies me!
Who else can you talk to if it isn't me….Him!?
I don't like feeling alone, not anymore, NOT EVER!
If you don't tell me what's wrong how can I fix it or ask Father too help me?
It's my fault, isn't it?
I know I got upset the other day when I saw you talking to that strange guy.
I know I overreacted but, the guy just seemed…weird.
But, you were right, as usual; that I should trust you more and quit smothering you.
So here’s my oath; I make a promise that I will trust you from now on. Whatever you think is best, I will do.
I’m sorry I’m such an ass sometimes, I…. I… I can’t even explain it…
I can’t stand being apart from you, I feel like you are a part of me….I know it for some reason.
I can feel it in my bones….
I can’t seem to breathe when you are close to me and I can’t seem to breathe when you’re not.
I only know that I need you to help me live…..
You are my air…..
So….I have decided that I will go with you to the tree.
I will eat of the fruit as you ask.
I don’t care what Father will say; he’s hardly around anymore.
We gotta live here.
Why have I changed my mind?
Because I love you Eve, and I want to know everything there is to find out about you, good OR bad.
That’s why I’m so confused now, I don’t know which you are.
Do you want me to know…Do you care?
It freaks me out how I can love you so much!
It’s like we are destined to be together and that our love will be the stuff of myth and legends, but that…I could care less about.
I just….need you by my side.
You truly do make me a whole man.
You make me want to be…..a good man….a model man.
I’m sorry this letter is so sappy and trite, writing is new to me. I tend to blah, blah, blah…
You know how I can get…
Yeah! You know I get embarrassed over stuff like this too! LOL!
I tried to work up the courage to tell you face to face before I gave you this note, but…you know how much I suck at talking!
I can’t speak pretty like the weird guy.
Meet me by your tree and we’ll do this thing.
I have an important question to ask you…
Don’t worry, its nothing bad.
Your best friend,
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