Midnight: Sleepless Elite


I would trade hope for certainty

I would trade faith for fact

I would like to know

I would trade desire for selflessness

I would trade charity for duty

I would like to know

I would trade patience for virtue

I would trade everything, for you.

I would like to know why…

I would like to know where it all went wrong AND right.

I would like to know why suffering can happen in the same instant as laughter, tears from one mixing with the other; before they even dry.

I would like to know why I can’t remember as many good times as the bad…but, there are many of both, I must admit.

Thank you, Lord

I would like to know how…

Heavenly Father even came up with the idea for ideas.

I would like to know the inspiration, that HF was inspired by.

I would like to know why there is woe in mans world.

Why must we not know?

If ignorance is bliss, then I remain the happiest man.

Am I a miracle?

Why must we be kept in the dark about the mysteries of life and death?

What is the big secret?

Why can’t we know all things? Wouldn’t it be simpler?

I would trade who I am for faith.

Do you think it’s true that babies speak the language of heaven before they learn “our” tongues?

I would like to remember how to speak like angels…

I want to know why I wonder about anything at all.

Does it matter? Any of f it?

Yeah, I guess it does.

I don’t feel like a miracle…

I don’t know why but, my faith is sufficient for me; for now.

I know enough to know that I don’t/won’t know everything.

That “fact” makes me crazy.

But there is a promise that I will, one day, know it all. Thank you, Jesus.

I would like to know if I’ll care about anything once I get to heaven…

I’d like to know if I’ll be scared at first.

Will I be the only one that can’t speak Angel?

I’d just like to know.

Is my very existence miraculous or providence?

Am I scientific or beatific?

I would like to know.

When I pray, does HF hear me or am I just talking to myself in a way that I eventually work through my own problems by facing them; giving utterance to them?

Kind of a neat idea, really. Work it out…

HF says ” I have given you everything you need to thrive and succeed”

I have a voice, a heart, a conscience and a moral compass.

I could have been a mushroom…

I guess, I am a miracle.

I knew the whole time…

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